Hard but still have to face it.

hello...

nak cerita tentang 4th July 2011... memang sedih nak cite ni. but please pray for me. i can face it. i can't tell what is it. but, i have appoinment with dentist... that is clue...like have a nightmare when i am wake up from bed. feel that it is not happen but it is already happen. as a muslim, I am believe that... All things happen must be have reason. maybe this is punishment for me, what I have done before this. seriously, now.. i am more appreciate my self. careful with my all things... never let it happen.. insyaAllah. I am in a hard time, i have to face it. when i am crying along night, i wish it just a dream. but in reality, it happens.

if people asking me, how is yourself... okay tak? macam mane? i am feel very sad, i want run away from this situation. all people doesn't want this happen. i feel pain, i feel like not comfortable, i feel something differeent... ewwwhh... can you imagine myself right now? i don't mind people laughing at me, but i care my feeling... i am not good. i am really really hope., i can..... face it...

* truthly, i am very sad.